said i wouldn't call, but i've lost all control
doing a job for years allows you to figure out a few things, short cuts. things that just work better. at dinner tonight, i was at the bar and the bartender asked me what made a dirty martini "dirty". shocked, i was. how are you a bartender and not know one of the staple drinks in the world of entertainment?and i won't even get into how wrong it was for mister waiter standing next to me, wine key in stationary hand while he was twisting the bottle....scratching the bar with every turn... to pull the cork out....on a completely separeate note, i'm disappointed.... and hurt.
i'm asking him to change his ways
this is it. what a wonderful man the world has lost. so misunderstood, in my opinion. his final work has inspired me. my one life regret slapped me in the face good today. i have no idea why i ever quit dancing. it was my true love... and after the amazement i saw on the big screen today, i want to find that love again! take a look at yourself and then make a change. thanks mj.
concrete jungle where dreams are made of
per request from the ONE person who apparently still reads this...i'm updating my blog. honestly, not much to write about, especially since i'm working on the book. it's amazing how much of a journal it's turning out to be...sorta. between my own life and those around me, it's (hopefully) going to be quite interresting. a few of the cronies can't get enough of it already, which is promising. i'm just concerned that character development won't be good enough for those who don't know me. we'll see! it's occupying much of my time, which is needed when you live in a small town with not much to do. leaving for kansas in a few days. i NEVER thought i'd be excited to be going there. but it's escaping my current reality for a bit. and then going to tx for thanksgiving to see the bro will be checking 2 new states off the list in one month... i think i'm up to 29 or so now!
