Monday, April 27, 2009

i need no permission

just trying to keep a smile on the face.

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Sunday, April 19, 2009

save your soul before you're too far gone

tough weekends make a stronger person.

spending time with childhood friends allow the realization of how far one has grown.

i'm missing certain people... loads of ME TIME lately. even i become overwhelmed with ME soemtimes.

posted by Connie Mia @ 8:43 PM 0 Comments

Monday, April 13, 2009

it's the climb

i have been contemplating lately.

thought long and hard about becoming a home owner. finally made my last car payment this month and decided today that perhaps it's ok for me to just put that car payment into savings for a year or so. maybe then i'll have a decent down payment when i am READY to have that responsibility.. and i'm not sure i'm ready for those kinds of roots.

i will be going to the gym regularly again. i can not believe how great it makes me feel no matter how much i hate it when i go. note to self: you have an inhaler for a reason. don't forget it. no need for dying any time soon!

my job is pretty spectacular. not many people enjoy going to work every day... but i do!

and because of points 1 and 3, i may get to spend memorial day with my twin colleen in wine country! jury's still out on that one, though...

i'm still working out what direction the book is going to go. i'm a bit frustrated with it, but i think that's just natural. i feel like there's enough there for about 3 different stories.

right now though, i REALLY need to unpack my suitcases and clean my house. weekend visitors are a bit of the motivation that i may need.

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Tuesday, April 07, 2009

you don't know the one who dreams of you at night

i have always had dreams. ones i can remember. mostly good dreams, ones of hope, promise for the future. once in a while my own head throws me for a loop. last nights was so far from left field... lovely, but depressing at the same time. initially pure happiness filled my heart and then it set in that it was not real and those from my past that i loved so much disappeared again and the disappointment wrapped itself around my heart.

posted by Connie Mia @ 6:23 AM 0 Comments