sleigbells in the snow
leaving medford will be bitter sweet. i really love being here - to visit. although this was an extended visit, i don't feel like i've stayed longer than i can tolerate. only been slightly annoyed with my sister and brothers, and hardly annoyed at all by my mom. good things. i've yet to jump on the snowmobile and it's my last day here...not likely that i will be doing that this trip. headed back relatively early tomorrow...all depending on how tonight goes. working another new year's eve at the restaurant here at home. should be wild and fun and good for the pocketbook. it's always nice to be able to earn more cash on vacation than you spend :)so many people keep asking me how i like the "big city" and all i can say to them is that it's not big enough. this is what that trip to chicago did to me.... made me want the big craziness and public transportation all over again.
i am amazed at how quickly this year has gone...and especially the last 6 months. flown with highs and lows.
lucy and i went to the movies last night with her best friend and mom... our mom stayed home. PS I Love You was an excellently horrible film. my mom bawled when gracie lu and i merely mentioned to her about it... it brought back bad memories from when my dad died of a brain tumor (like the guy in the movie).... odd coincidences between the movie and my mom. it was an excellent movie, but if you can't handle heart wrenching contact from the dead, don't go to this one.
i have many mixed feelings about leaving here tomorrow. kinda sucks... i like medford. i'm pretty sure i like it to visit only, though.
happy new year to everyone! hoping next year will be better than this one :D


