and it really makes me wonder if i ever gave a f*** about you

interesting little thing going on here in minneapolis that maybe some of you have heard about via E! channel's "Daily 10" amongst other entertainment networks/websites....

fyi for you minnesotans (trent, holly, kait, nob, kristi, mr. large....etc.) who are no longer ... i know you have listened to it at some point of your life:

so, last night, paris hilton was #10 on the D.10, and so was minneapolis's own KDWB radio station. i must say, i'm an avid listener.

KDWB has formally offered Ms. Hilton a $1-Million contract for 1 year commitment as the co-host of their morning show.

would you listen?

i don't regret this life he chose for me

a few things....

- i installed my a/c by myself this week. i'm sure it's done wrongly, but it's done. i'm feeling very proud of this feat.
- very excited for some people moving back to the good ol' u.s. of a. in the next month
- for some reason, i am in the 3rd week of my self-pity party
- need to do trips.... visit matt et al in chicago, NYC this fall with mary ....and dec??
- still looking for the first visitor to the new pad.....anyone?
- tonight is the first night since the move that i've actually had to CHOOSE what i want to do... almost double booked.
-i was told yesterday that god did indeed create an 8th wonder of the world.... finally, someone appreciates my beauty ... Xc:


jonah asked me today if he still looked like that one guy... looks like kev, acts like dec ...i smell the blooming of a very fun friendship :)

trip to a river to float down with aiesecers this weekend? yay or nay. i can't decide - because i am spineless. kait, please don't regurgitate your comments. but i do need help!

today is gonna be the day

thought of the day:

i believe that if a man is larger than an "A" cup, they too should be arrested for indecent exposure when topless in public.

you say good bye and i say hello

in rush hour traffic this morning it hit me.

holy cow, toto, i'm not in wisconsin anymore!

i'm not sure if i felt like i was on vacation or something prior to this morning, but i finally realized that i'm here...this is my new life. i must say, i had a huge smile on my face...but still wish they had an amazing train system like a few of my favorite cities.

let's get it started - ha!

in the next few weeks, my company will be launching something amazing - something that i think all you nomads would benefit from....

but i have no idea how to post on the main nomadlife page :(

...which is where it probably should go.


help!

How bout not equating death with stopping

had one of those rough moments last night. since 9/11 i told myself i would never watch any hollywood movie about that day. i didn't think i would be able to handle it. but last night i watched every minute of flight 93. and cried uncontrollably through most of it. it was exactly why i didn't want to ever watch those kinds of movies.

and it brought me to think about life and how i don't think i really appreciate those who have and will always be there for me. or even those people who merely put any mark on my life. it makes you think about what you would do if you were ever in that situation. what you would say on your last phone call to someone. if you knew that it would be your last. if you knew that other peoples lives and possibly your country's fate was in your hands.

makes some of my life validated.. hoping that i helped someone's hatred. hoping that i helped someone look at life in a different light. hoping that something mattered...

....pretty heavy stuff.

a little shot of amnesia, life would be sweeter

work is going good.

spent over an hour with a cable man last night who broke the face-plate on my outlet and looked very homeless and creepy. and my cable is not even working right yet.

nice looking fella started work yesterday....

the marketing dude looks so much like kevin zolitor that i actually jumped in fright today because i thought jonah was kevin.

i am so bored that i don't know what to do with myself. i guess it's a time taker. just need to figure life out in this new way. boo on that. i want everything instantly. impatient much?

so this week at work, i had a man from florida ask me out for his son that lives in minneapolis. and the last guy of the week told me he loved me before hanging up.... love life on the upswing! hum-ho.

come out come out, wherever you are...

i cannot believe how tired i am lately. i'm going to go ahead and blame it on the drives everyday that i make to get to work. body's been waking itself up by 5:30ish. gross. i need to find things to do around here. i have yet to go out and explore after work.

the job is still going good. a lot of talking to people... completely out of character (c: got some fabulous RED couches this weekend, the apartment is finally falling into the "put together" mode. now all i need are visitors!

i need sleep.

i need to meet people here.

i need to get on an airplane sometime soon. the first sign is that every time i pick up my phone to call someone, i can hear that sound of the airplane pressurizing.... y'know the sound. when you're sitting in the seat and they just locked the door and everything is getting geared up. it's rather sick.

i need to visit friends, catch up. i'm really missing NYC lately. probably only because i don't know my city well enough. but all the people coming and going.. ugh.

in another thought... have you ever felt like a friendship was disintegrating even though you have no intention of it happening... no matter how much you reach for it, you can't grab it, can't control it, can't do a darn thing about it? and no matter how much you look at their name on your contact lists, you just can't bring yourself to pick up the phone or compose an email... because you just don't know what to say? have you every felt that way?... i do.