I am who I am...

never gonna get it, never gonna get it

friday was one of those days that you just don't think anything else could go wrong. and then it does. ugh!

but alas, i'm still here. .......yay.

everything seemed to be going well and then with 3 quick blows, i am brought back to the harsh realities of job searching. keep plugging away. just keep applying, tweeking, looking. i must say, through this whole process, it turns out the people i've become friends with throughout my (soon to be one year older) life have been the best. i am truly grateful. thanks!

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i am VERY STOKED for friday to come. leaving early from work to go start the birthday festivities. a "quick but potent" visit to the twin cities of minneapolis and st. paul. over a year since i've seen hollybean. i'm always a bit scared of how the night with amy may turn out. i really shouldn't be, we always come home in one piece. there's something about her wild spirit that i envy and am terrified (in the best possible way) by. should be fantastic. a celebration of the may and june birthdays. quick but potent.

it always seems as though we're missing one. well, i think for the past few years, we have been. never together for anything. always 3/4 of the group. yet again. everyone brings something to the table. love it. miss the whole-ness. but love the time together. no matter how many or few. love it.

posted by Connie Mia @ 8:36 PM 0 Comments

let's give 'em something to talk about, a little mystery to figure out

from a million different directions. wait and things will come to you...take people with you on vaca and things will come to you... write on your blog and things will come to you...

i'm very excited. and my conscience is clean.

by the way, sanjaya got voted off. hooray.

my little sister and her high school choir cronies are headed to the big apple. they're singing at carnegie hall on sunday. her first time there. be nice to little kid tourists.

i'm becoming tan. :)

holly/amy/connie rendezvous in 2 weeks. hooray.

posted by Connie Mia @ 9:29 PM 0 Comments

me, i want a hula-hoop

ya know how sometimes, when you get to that certain place in your life that you don't feel like your current place can do any more for you, you get that numb feeling? where you just don't care anymore about what is surrounding you? i drove home yesterday from work, body completely turned off from the world - that "leg feel asleep" feeling throughout my whole body, in a daze, dreaming of where this road is actually going for me. and then i found t-rent's comment. ahh, the possibilities are endless. it really makes me do nothing but smile. i am so excited for the next few months.

i think spring has really come for the year. rockin' the sandals. also very happy because of that :)

at the bar the other night, said aloud "i'm missing friends". the coworker sitting next to me said no i wasn't - friend's was on in 10 mins :)

hope all my homies near and far are doing well. miss you guys!

posted by Connie Mia @ 4:41 PM 2 Comments