come they told me
it is the shortest day of the year. it can only get better from here.
i have a lot to blog about. but don't know how to put it. a few pictures to post. but i left my camera on the window sill in madison. i'm my own pain in the ass.
i hope you and yours have a very happy christmahannukwanzikah.
mary's corner
apparently jennifer aniston and vince vaughn are kapootz. ....man, i really suck at this. i'm just not the celeb gossip queen you once knew. :(
cuz i'm a million different people from one day to the next
it's taken me a while but i must say this. after all that has happened, all the emails that i've gotten in the past few weeks, i have been saddened. i am still on voice and must say that one email that i got broke my heart.
jill was who i strived to be like in the org. she was all encompassing. she had the heart of the students inside herself and she was street smart with the corporate clients. i wanted to be jill when i grew up. but, that never happened. one friend replied that he felt shunned because he had a voice, because he stood up for what he thought was right, because he wanted his vision to be seen by others. i felt the exact same way. because i felt strongly about some things that were going down, i felt belittled and silenced.
don't get me wrong, although my family sees absolutly nothing positive that has come from my 3 years of involvement, i do. i do not want to know the connie that would've been without it. 98% of my memories from that time in my life make me smile so big people around me wonder what is wrong with me. i only wish that that percent could be higher.
but, to you JILLO, there's always room for you. :) luv you, miss you, one day, i hope to be like you.
