I am who I am...

Thursday, January 19, 2006

movin' on up, to the [west] side

the most amazing email was found in my inbox this afternoon. unless 12 students register for an international marketing course at uw Eau Claire before 8am tomorrow morning, i will officially step down (for one semester) as a HUSKY and will be a BLUGOLD for spring semester 2006.

this is the best news that i have heard in a LONG time... not happy that i have to do it at all in the first place, but am making the best of the situation and am ever so grateful that it'll be all the closer to home-base. this also gives me a great opportunity to become closer to one of my god-daughters.

those are the things that i'm loving about being back here. being able to re-connect with those that have inspired me, but also to those that have looked up to me.

i'm not fully comfortable here... not sure that i ever will be again. BUT, i am embracing and accepting what is my current state of life. don't you have to (to an extent) in order to keep sanity? for now, i'm going to keep mine. some people may feel disappointed in the fact that i'm accepting medford right now... like they expected something big and grande from me upon graduation. but i haven't yet... and i don't know that i will be doing something big and grande after this semester, either. i'm a "life will be what its supposed to be" kind of person. right now i have to focus on things like.... living and making things financially make sense. i'm up for opportunities. but right now the only thing that i have to do is get finished... and i'm going to bartend and serve until then. after that, .... we'll see.

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