so baby call me whenever you're lonely.
it disgusts me that people make excuses for their actions. i think that after a few times of a varying form of the same situation, one would learn how to avoid the situation.... or how to deal "properly" if the situation is inevidable. you just continue hurting others.... but mostly hurting yourself if you can't figure out how to deal. "i don't think and just think that i've always been taken advantage of... its normal for me" ... its not normal when it ruins friendships. it just so happens that our friendship was a lot stronger than the situation you fucked up for me. but that's not always the case. learn quicker.rant over
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one present left... mom's usually easy to buy for. this year, not the case. i think its that i want to get her something more "me" ... because i think that she doesn't really know me anymore. i want something that reflects who i've become. she got the book "1000 things to see before you die" (holly... you have it) for her parents, hinting that they don't do anything, but in fact they've driven through the rockies, touched the pacific ocean, stood beside a redwood tree... the've been to places . of course, all in the US. my mom, however, has told me more than once
that if i move away, she hates planes, and will likely not come to visit. soooo, i think i'm going to get her a traveling book for the paraniod... or something along that lines. otherwise... x-mas shopping is as done as its going to get.
one week of classes and tests. currently procrastinating (of course)... as it always is when mary and i get together to "study". she's looking at recipes and i'm chatting and blogging... in addition to the gab-fest that we always have. that's one of the biggest things i'm going to miss... mary and our gab-fests. )c:
posted by Connie Mia @ 8:35 AM
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ooo- that book is my favorite. I mark off places as I go. Its very fun.
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