you make me wanna, you make me wanna scream

summer starts for me in about 5 hours. somehow, it doesn't feel that way, though. could be the weather (a fridgid 42f and not looking up for the next week)... could be that my finals have been so spread out that i haven't had that crunch period of taking 3 tests in one day, 2 hours between each and not starting to study for the next until the present is over. perhaps its the fact that nothing is really going to change in my life... i don't have to be out of my apartment for a few weeks yet, so no rush there... not moving to some exotic place (unless you think crossing the mississipi river is exotic).. jobs staying the same... no graduation for me... huh...

i just wish there was more of a relief that was quickly approaching...

tonight and tomorrow will be good time with good friends. i really wish i spent more time with more of them. but, i have those few solid one, who truly know me and don't judge me... its hard to not spend the most time with those, when the alternative, although fresh and different from the daily routine, is probably going to be questionable. i know aiesec is all about "trying something outside the comfort zone" but to be honest, you really can't beat stovetop popcorn and a good shisha. (by the way, does anyone know of any traineeships in shisha packing and maintaining?...hooka would be ok too.)

so, back to the monotony of every day. my life is boring.